You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

confuse..

confuse of answering yes or no..
i must really think it..
because i don't want to make somebody hurt just because of my answer..
and i don't want to make a wrong decision..
confuse..please help me..
i can't make a decision..
it's really hard for me..
i want to say yes..but i am afraid..
i don't know what i am afraid of..??
this answer is really important for me..and for him..
i know that he do a lot to me..
he is also kind..but he had a bad temperature..
but he already change it..
i just don't know why i still feel hesitant of him..
i know i should not play the way people feel..

laugh together..

so happy that can laugh together with my bestfriend..

everyday smile with my friends are the best part in my life..

that's way i really hate if i have a problem with friends..

i hope that we all can live happily like this for along time..

without any troubles happen to all of us

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feel guilty to someone..

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first of all..

i make this blog is because i don't know with who i can sharing my problems every day..

sometimes i can share with my bestfriend..

but not all of my problems i can say to her..

i don't know why i can't tell my problem..it doesn't mean that i don't believe her..

i really believe her..

i am type of reclusive person..

so i make this blog...

to have aplace that i can sharing my problems that i can't tell my friend..

i just wish this blog can be useful to me...

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