HALLOWEEN 2010

HAPPY HALLOWEEN ALL..
i went to STBA PIA..for a halloween party..
it was full of people..so crowded..
really really really crowded about 2000 people at there.
can you amazing??-.-"
so fully hot..fiuuh..
it didn't have a ghost host just ashow like magic,singing,dancing..
totally it's not FUN at there..
i thought this halloween was the worst halloween that i have ever go to..-.-"
really disappointed...-.-"

study tour 18th oct 2010

halloo....i'm just going back from kl..hehe
having a study tour from my college..hehe..having a wonderful time at there with my best friends..
shopping shopping shopping...hahaha.4night 5days at there..from KL to Genting..

we traveled to taylor's college,it was a nice college,so beautifull and they had their own starbcuck at their college..ckckck..it was so different with my college..just have a coffee shop that was so small..hahahaha..and the fabolous thing was they had their own lake..awesome right..after that we went to batu cave..this a few picture at there.

it has so many ladder that should climb it..fiuuhh..

this was the last night at genting..playing until 5p.m..hahaha

NBL INDONESIA

can't wait for tomorrow...hahaha

watching NBL INDONESIA..at ANTV..

at around 6p.m or 8p.m..but i'm not sure..because i saw it from fb..

i like garuda flexi..hope your team can win it..

but ASPAC was strong too..hahaha

hope tomorrow the show will be great...^.^

my little 18th b'day

Actually,october is my favorite month..just don't know why..hehe

today wc goes back to jakarta at around 6pm..

he was back from medan at 8th oct..

that day was my b'day..

he came here to celebrate my b'day..hehe

we celebrated at SUSHI TEI with the only one of my bestfriend"vivianly"..haha

just three of us..hehe..but i really thankfull for them that already celebrated my b'day..

really thank you for both of you..^.^

these are my little picture at my b'day..hehe

and these was a pic today before wc went to jakarta..

OSPEK 2010

OSPEK 2010

20&21th august 2010

IT&B

it's hard being at ospek...

the first day was at IT&B.start at 6am until 5pm..

just sitting at the carpet for more than 10hours..

it was so long sitiing at there..my bottom was shake out...

we must made a love letter for one of our senior and a chocholate..

OMG..i can't do a love letter..it's make me confuse..

luckily,my letter was not the most romantic..

because the one that wrote the most romantic letter.

we must said it infront of all people in the stage..luckily i'm not the one..hahaha

we have a seminar with MR.TIN..he was a kind man..haha

 this was MR.TIN..

all my body was so painful..T.T

but i were so enjoy in the second days..hahaha

       we were playing the game at pantai PONDOK PERMAI..

we have 15teams in this games..

i were the 13team...all of my teams were so kind,cheerful,a little bit crazy..hahaha

but we having fun together and win the games..yeeaahh..^.^

we were team mate and the middle was our senior leader..

the fourth from left was our team head..the white one with the red t-shirt.

our team name was LION..hahaha

i was forget of our yelled..hehe..but i remembered this

" WE AARREE LLLIIOONN"

in the end of yelled..hahaha

this was one of the games..

there was a long rope that we must hold on..

we must make this rope become a star,cube or triangle..

without release the rope..

we are the first team that can make a star..haha

this is our senior or B.E.M(this like OSIS in school)

the first team that win was TEAM 14

the second was our team..haha

TEAM 13

the third was TEAM 9

we are really enjoy this OSPEK while we were tired..hehe

holiday..

i spent my holiday at brastagi,mikie holiday...

i was having fun there..with all of my family..

actually a BIG family..hahaha

play at the mikie theme park..with my cousins..

playing together,having fun together and of course scream together.haha

we screamed because that we played "TYREX"..

it was a game that the most scariest in the theme park..

but we enjoyed it..and we also said if we go there again...

we would play it again..haha

these were some pic that i have...hehe

 

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from the left-right:jolie,felice,josie,nadia,jonathan,grace,david,iwen,kristin,dion,andri,ming,me,hanli,cindra,calvina,sally..

that are all my brother or sister.hehe

this is my family..

 a big family right..hahaha

baking..

this weekend i made cupcake and pancake..

yummy...

 this was my first time did this...

didn't seem to good..hehe

a little bit help from my aunt..

 that was a blueberry jam at the top..

all about kitten..meoww...

meoww.......meow......... 

today,i dream something that really afraid that the dreams will come trues...
i dream that i would have a fight with my boyfriend...and i don't want it to happen...
but i thought that i have been so cold to him..
i supposed to more warm to him..more care to him..
but i can't do it..it because that i never do that..
and i a little shy...
i can't express my feeling...
i am not a good girl to him..
what should i do..
he said to his PM"that he was confuse of my behavior"
maybe i should change..but i don't know how to change it..

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

confuse..

confuse of answering yes or no..
i must really think it..
because i don't want to make somebody hurt just because of my answer..
and i don't want to make a wrong decision..
confuse..please help me..
i can't make a decision..
it's really hard for me..
i want to say yes..but i am afraid..
i don't know what i am afraid of..??
this answer is really important for me..and for him..
i know that he do a lot to me..
he is also kind..but he had a bad temperature..
but he already change it..
i just don't know why i still feel hesitant of him..
i know i should not play the way people feel..

laugh together..

so happy that can laugh together with my bestfriend..

everyday smile with my friends are the best part in my life..

that's way i really hate if i have a problem with friends..

i hope that we all can live happily like this for along time..

without any troubles happen to all of us

ww

feel guilty to someone..

.....

first of all..

i make this blog is because i don't know with who i can sharing my problems every day..

sometimes i can share with my bestfriend..

but not all of my problems i can say to her..

i don't know why i can't tell my problem..it doesn't mean that i don't believe her..

i really believe her..

i am type of reclusive person..

so i make this blog...

to have aplace that i can sharing my problems that i can't tell my friend..

i just wish this blog can be useful to me...

ww